When I drink, I tend to go all in. Before I know it, I’ve had one too many. That’s when things start to spiral—my thoughts and emotions just spill out, raw and unfiltered. I say things I’d never dare to when I’m sober, things I’ve been holding onto for far too long. The truth is, even when I’m sober, those thoughts are still there.
I hate that it takes a few drinks for me to say what I really feel. All the feelings untold. It’s like the alcohol gives me permission to let it all out, but it’s not the drink talking—it’s me.

im gonna miss u, fil!
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